the ART of LIES

beneath lies the Art … or… the lies are the Art?

Con stated “truth even whispered will prevail …” English isn’t my first language either, but I think he meant that someday the whispered truth will prevail or the truth will prevail whispering. Maybe he sees the Truth as his inner ultimate demon/enemy who creeps up on him every other hour like Jiminey Cricket in Pinocchio… whispering to him to tell him to stop lying. Nonetheless, I cannot agree more about all truth will come to light and prevail eventually. These were probably the only few truthful words he has said in a long time. Too bad his heart was never at the right place, not since 2014 the Warsaw Chem-sex Christmas trip. When he does things like quoting Googled phrases to lying to me, he’s always driven by alternative motives. He is exactly like Mister Double Entendre. Whether it was as simple as for misguiding his mother to think he is still her first born innocent boy but not influenced by this memoir OR it could be as elaborate and lame as “his ex’s surveillance, basically staring at him and his phone 24/7, causing him amnesia to remember to reply any SMS over a weekend!” but actually he was infused with GHB and Meth and did a self-directed Porn audition with different strangers or buddies, videographed his sex act at his backdoor, literally, a fire- escape staircase. According to his ex-fiance, photos and videos were proudly presented the week after. This was happening between January to May 2017 long before the increasing of foot traffic on the stair well when the lift (elevator) went under construction from July til October 2017.

I honestly do not know how he does it, he must be living in fear (fear of saying the wrong tale or telling the incorrect story to a wrong person) and exhaustion (max’ed out of any memory to remember when where what he told was with who) along with his already running thin and empty world. None of the Kardasians can actually

keep up with his lies especially when at times, even he himself is confused. Exhibit A: In 2015 he SMS me a picture of a bar of soap’s packaging, it was exclusively used for a Tsim Sha Tsui Kowloon local hotel. The photo was clearly taken for just the packaging, as it was not a cropped from another photos or magazine. It was HUGE, my last name was spelled out and printed on the packaging as a brand. He was so excited, a little over enthusiastic for what it was, but then I asked him how he obtained the photo. He paused, I could imagine a hamster runs so fast in his brain trying to get away from catching his own tail, diminished was his excitement, it went out quicker than Speedy Gonzales. Guess what he said, “My friend sent to me.” Either he bet on my overage of love for him blinded my intellegence, or he really thought I am as dumb as it gets. Why any of his friends would send him a pic with my last name on it and none of his friends knew about me?! Obviously he had shagged another sex buddy or in a sauna in TST area. I remember the incident vividly and I tried to confront him one more time two years later, to test his honesty, but nope, he kept his alibi. He loves living in the shades, maybe he likes to chill or maybe he is really cold-blooded. His desire to get away with murder is exactly like diamonds or HIV virus, forever sealed in his blood. The good news is a sociopath is known to brainwash himself by repeating his own lies until he believes them, hence he really living and breathing in his made up world.

When he lies, usually it starts off small with alternative truth such as “Not able to SMS was busy at work, lack of sleep and time to finish work” but in reality “lack of sleep and time to work because of busy binging on meth chasing a new man.”

Then he changes his focus on how unreasonable and abrasive your SMS were, these became his evidence to support his own lies. If he shares this story to a couple people, then a few more after, just

casually chatting about it, sooner than you think, naturally his fake truth has become his reality fact! I wonder if that’s how Donald Trump works. I am pretty sure that was how he spent his last five years, cycles of self-telling truth to convince himself what he has been doing is absolutely understandable and not wrong at all. When he was cheating behind MB’s back with BK, then he had more than 5 casual sex/lovers until he and I met. Guess he was cheating on BK, CK, etc with me. Then he started to date then later engaged to LCK and who knows how many other behind my back. He lies to cover another lie which was told as another lie because of another lie.

Who can remember what matches whose for which lie? His attempt to lie not doing drugs was purely for covering his lies and trying so so hard to keep his crumbling image due to my 16000+ honest words in front of his few left over friends, and followers. That includes one of his long term frienemy, a French descent architect. She is not that talented according to how Con described about her, and the way she carries herself can nobody takes her very seriously. Loud, obnoxious, average to mediocre looking, not too bright and spoiled were a few qualities Con used to describe about her, who he called her a very close fag-hag at one point. She comes from a well established family, that explains why she could pick herself up and move to wherever she wants across continents. But usually rich girls act a little more elegant than she does, hey who am I to judge. He said during a project in HK Central area she was being an absolute high maintenance bitch. Word to word that’s what he said about her. I remember that part was because I was proposing to buy her a Lego Architecture set for her birthday, and Con told me she didn’t deserve it with a jealousy explanation. He basically signaled me he loves that f Lego and get it for him instead. When I repeated the incident to this lady of course she didn’t believe me and called me pathetic. Note: I

have always been nice to her very respectful because she might probably be one of Con’s bestie. The worst of all, she has to also be a sociopath, because she knew all along he had moved out for ages, she condones his lies and behavior… I guess like I said love is blind, she has always been trying to get into Con’s pants. I told her off to forget about Con, he is gay gay gay! Word to word again what I have written were all true.

Here is my thesis, if one considers a human mind owns creativity by its imagination, which is limitless I would say, and many things of what it can create and does the best is called art, thus, lies should be counted as a form of art. That’s said, the title should be Con, the Artist of Lies which is more appropriate. What lies beneath him? It is not just lies, it is also art.He should teach a class for being an expert of this form of art. Until next time…