My Only B’day Wish

In all honesty I just had a birthday, the first since I found out I am positive. I didn’t want to celebrate. I just picked up 30-day prescription, one month at a time and if I need to travel I am allowed to do a 2-month prescription only once a year. Imagine this will be the rest of my life, planning my life around this drug cycle. It cannot be more fu*ked up that every time when I take the pills, it reminds me the person who infected me hates me more than I do. I made one birthday wish wishing we could all settle and be friends. I believe the love was real at least from my part, maybe his wasn’t all fake either. I believe he is just temporary insane due to circumstances and drugs. Exposing him sounds so harsh, but I am the only person who can do this. He needed a lesson, he could be suffering addiction disease, but his over-weight ego needs to go on a diet. He is not a sex god or any god, he is not able to out smart everyone. He cannot pull vicious act without consequences. I am sure he will think about it thrice before try what he had done to me on anyone again. Now when I think of it, I’m glad that I actually am helping him and others.